Do you ever wonder if you should be doing something more with your life? I mean, raising my 3 girls and providing for my family is important. But I mean really making an impact on people’s lives.
I often ponder this when get time to escape the constant forward movement of my career and get to spend some time alone. When I started this blog years ago, I envisioned speaking engagements and watching people experience the true meaning of God’s love. However, none of that has transpired. Every time I get close or see what appears to be an open door, it slams shut. Then I question, “is this God’s way of telling me not to do this or is it me allowing the enemy to take advantage of my fears and weaknesses?
I have a huge audience weekly that I get to share my life with. Two of my shows are the highest rated on each radio station. But am I really making a difference in their lives? Can they see Jesus in me? Am I preaching not only through my words but through my actions? I don’t know. I certainly hope so.
Do you ever wonder?
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